Thursday, May 12, 2016

This is Bullshit

You want to know what bullshit I'm talking about? It's my LIFE, that's what!

First, let's start with what happened a month ago.

Final exam. Naturally, like any other normal, desperate students, I chose to study hard till the next morning. No sleeping; no resting. But I decide to rest anyway. Doesn't want to let exhaustion eats you during exam.

It's my final year after all. I had to extend my study period because I had to carry over one subject. BULLSHIT, isn't it?

What's more BULLSHIT is how the alarm decides to give away and I woke up an hour late to exam.

Another BULLSHIT thing? The lecturer tells me that because I was late, they won't let me in. Even if that very same lecturer knows about me always finishing a paper in half of given time.

The exam has three hours, so that means I can finish it in one hour and a half. He knows that, and he refuses to let me in! That kind of unwise thinking is BULLSHIT, isn't it?

 I had to go all the way across town to a hospital, fake my sickness and gets the MC and then give it to him so he will let me retake that paper in the supplementary exam.

Okay, so all I need is to get money and pay them when the result came to take the exam? Sounds easy.

BULLSHIT!

I need a whole month to prepare that, and no stores around me accept a part-timer, a.k.a. the quickest way for a nobody like me to get money.

I even had to lie to my parents and steal their money just to pay them. Why would I do that? Because I don't what them to eye bawling with tears when I told them I failed the exam!

Naturally, an amateur thief will get caught no matter what. I did. I told them. So it's all good now, right? They'll accept me, right?

BULLSHIT!

I got scolded for something I am not at fault! Granted, I do came late, but if the alarm isn't dead, if the lecturer decides not to be a dick, if ONLY THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS STUDENTS NOT GOING INTO EXAM IF THEY ARE LATE AN HOUR, I WOULD NOT NEED TO DO SUCH BULLSHIT STUFF!

You want to know the next big bullshit thing?

THE SUPPLEMENTARY EXAM'S PASSING GRADE IS C, EVEN IF SOMEONE GETS FULL MARK IN THERE! WHY? BECAUSE THEY HAD THIS POLICY OF NOT GIVING A FOR THOSE WHO FAILED THEIR EXAM OR NOT COMING TO THEIR EXAM WHEN SICK!

Am I the only one who thinks that the world just FUCKING HATE ME!?

Before any of you even come to a conclusion that I am a lousy student, let me tell you that I am in Top 5 in that paper out of 20++ students, and my marks for the tests part (which will be accumulated with the final exam scores later on) is 34 out of 40 percent, which is GOOD!

Apparently, what you need as a student is AN ALARM CLOCK THAT DOESN'T DECIDE TO REBEL AT THE VERY IMPORTANT MOMENT, A TEACHER THAT KNOWS HOW TO USE HIS OWN BRAIN AND A COLLEGE THAT FOCUS ON THE STUDENTS' GRADE FOR PASSING SCORES AND ACTUALLY DO WHAT THEY CLAIM IT TO BE!

BULLSHIT, ISN'T IT!?