This is Bullshit

You want to know what bullshit I'm talking about? It's my LIFE, that's what!

First, let's start with what happened a month ago.

Final exam. Naturally, like any other normal, desperate students, I chose to study hard till the next morning. No sleeping; no resting. But I decide to rest anyway. Doesn't want to let exhaustion eats you during exam.

It's my final year after all. I had to extend my study period because I had to carry over one subject. BULLSHIT, isn't it?

What's more BULLSHIT is how the alarm decides to give away and I woke up an hour late to exam.

Another BULLSHIT thing? The lecturer tells me that because I was late, they won't let me in. Even if that very same lecturer knows about me always finishing a paper in half of given time.

The exam has three hours, so that means I can finish it in one hour and a half. He knows that, and he refuses to let me in! That kind of unwise thinking is BULLSHIT, isn't it?

 I had to go all the way across town to a hospital, fake my sickness and gets the MC and then give it to him so he will let me retake that paper in the supplementary exam.

Okay, so all I need is to get money and pay them when the result came to take the exam? Sounds easy.

BULLSHIT!

I need a whole month to prepare that, and no stores around me accept a part-timer, a.k.a. the quickest way for a nobody like me to get money.

I even had to lie to my parents and steal their money just to pay them. Why would I do that? Because I don't what them to eye bawling with tears when I told them I failed the exam!

Naturally, an amateur thief will get caught no matter what. I did. I told them. So it's all good now, right? They'll accept me, right?

BULLSHIT!

I got scolded for something I am not at fault! Granted, I do came late, but if the alarm isn't dead, if the lecturer decides not to be a dick, if ONLY THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS STUDENTS NOT GOING INTO EXAM IF THEY ARE LATE AN HOUR, I WOULD NOT NEED TO DO SUCH BULLSHIT STUFF!

You want to know the next big bullshit thing?

THE SUPPLEMENTARY EXAM'S PASSING GRADE IS C, EVEN IF SOMEONE GETS FULL MARK IN THERE! WHY? BECAUSE THEY HAD THIS POLICY OF NOT GIVING A FOR THOSE WHO FAILED THEIR EXAM OR NOT COMING TO THEIR EXAM WHEN SICK!

Am I the only one who thinks that the world just FUCKING HATE ME!?

Before any of you even come to a conclusion that I am a lousy student, let me tell you that I am in Top 5 in that paper out of 20++ students, and my marks for the tests part (which will be accumulated with the final exam scores later on) is 34 out of 40 percent, which is GOOD!

Apparently, what you need as a student is AN ALARM CLOCK THAT DOESN'T DECIDE TO REBEL AT THE VERY IMPORTANT MOMENT, A TEACHER THAT KNOWS HOW TO USE HIS OWN BRAIN AND A COLLEGE THAT FOCUS ON THE STUDENTS' GRADE FOR PASSING SCORES AND ACTUALLY DO WHAT THEY CLAIM IT TO BE!

BULLSHIT, ISN'T IT!?

Where am I now?

What have I been doing all this time?

I have been abandoning this blog for ages now, all because of my petty desires.

Then again, there's nothing interesting to talk about from my life.

Maybe... just maybe... I could find a good topic...

FUCK!

FUCK MY LECTURER! FUCK MY DORM MATES! FUCK MY PARENTS! FUCK MY COUNTRY! FUCK MY LIFE!

Where am I?

Still studying, and it's hard for me to not criticize on how kids these days act.

From a dropout of degree, I've gone back to diploma, which filled with idiotic 18-19 years old kids with huge ego, especially ladies. Who would have thought that girls can be so assholes?

Why idiotic? Because this place of mine are made for losers who can't get to either main HQ or branches of the learning institute. Yes, this place of mine is an associated college.

Am I a loser too?

No. Due to me being a 21 years old human, government thinks I'm better off working, when I don't even have a diploma before. So I applied directly for any place, and I got this shitty place.

There are others 21 and more people, but their experiences are never the same as mine. They'll never understand the nature of degree people like me, or even an ambitious as me.

You could say that this place is super strict and at the same time lack of better administration in here. The website is literally useless. This place looks like a normal roadside shops at a single glance. I required to use stairs to get from point A to point B at the same floor and building.

How will I survive in here? Let's just pray that I do, so that Reisos Entertainment Corporation can be realized.

Here, Again...

Syer is apparently still alive again, just not in Blogger much. I've spent much time in Reisos Ent more than this one and in real life more than in internet.

Where am I right now? Why should I tell you guys? This is my secret and nobody should know my private life.

What will happen to this blog? Just fucking keep it!!!!

Loveless Ch 3 Review

syer1001: hi, kaiser klee! soo...who will be the sephiroth-like again? i thought jiyeon is fugaku's, not mikoto's...but then she called her mom...i think i lost recap already...

notjiyeon: and someone didn't read the earlier ones but still saying that he is a big fan...i can see what you did there, but i never thought you could raise a b-

syer1001: hey! shut it! we ff fans have pledged not to question any creations, fanworks or not.

notjiyeon: i don't remember doing that. i am not even a huge fan like you in ff.

syer1001: then, why are you here? you are not t-ara's fan.

notjiyeon: i am! i'm just not a fan of the real jiyeon!

syer1001: and why is that?

notjiyeon: really? you want to bring the whole thing here? i thought we should review this chapter?

syer1001; fine... keep going...

notjiyeon: eitherway, i only know that we can raise chocobo...

syer1001: like our parents raise us?

notjiyeon: we're not birds...

syer1001: i mean, inbred to get golden chocobos.

notjiyeon: what? we're not family!

syer1001: cousins did not count?

notjiyeon: we. are. not families!!!

syer1001: geez, whatever...

notjiyeon: as i was about to say, it seems you can also raise dragons too in this ff7-like world...

syer1001: dragons are living creatures too...

notjiyeon: and so is every single monsters in every single universe! can you raise them all!?

syer1001: yes...?

notjiyeon: even tornberries?

syer1001: well...

notjiyeon: or hollows? how about angels, gods and demons? can you raise them too?

syer1001: i think you are moving away from our review...

notjiyeon: back on track, i can pretty much think on what will happen to that dragon and stuff, but that because you made those prequels and stuff...so...yeah...that's it, i guess...

syer1001: i thought you are bad with literature. why don't you ask klee?

notjiyeon: would you please stop about even doing it!?

syer1001: but klee is sunbaenim! how dare you!

notjiyeon: not in here, okay?

syer1001: but i would like to talk about it! i want to!

notjiyeon: you have been banned from here for good! stop dragging me into your stupid mess!

syer1001: come on! come on! you said i could ask klee!

notjiyeon: ever heard of PM?

syer1001: but i want scatter to help to...

notjiyeon: PM!

syer1001: fine...

notjiyeon:...

syer1001: klee, i would like to-

notjiyeon: GET OUT!

syer1001: what about the review?

notjiyeon: dont ask any! PM!

syer1001: fine!

notjiyeon: you said theres something funny, but i dont get it.

syer1001: we are cold heart. that's it.

notjiyeon: but some is way cold heart than me.

syer1001: who?

notjiyeon: you.

syer1001: me? what did i do?

notjiyeon: YOU BARGE INTO MY ROOM SUDDENLY! I AM WEARING NOTHING BUT BIKINI AND PANTS BECAUSE SOMEONE WANTED TO READ ABOUT A FREAKING FANFIC!

syer1001: that's pervert...

notjiyeon: AND YET YOU DID NOT WANT TO MARRY ME, SOMEONE WHO LOVED YOU FOR THE WHOLE LIFE AND NEARLY MAKING HER PREGNANT BECAUSE SOMEONE FORGOT TO USE A FREAKING C-

syer1001: whoa, whoa! personal issues!

notjiyeon: WHO CARES!

syer1001: whatever. it's not like i can say no about that...either way, we agree that we can't feel bad or good about Mikoto because we dont care. We also dont care what happened to Lucrecia Hojo in FF7.

notjiyeon: *inhales, exhales* it makes me thinking whether Jiyeon is Sephiroth here, considering her role seems to be Itachi...maybe i just messed up with fiction here...

syer1001: or she could be Menma...

notjiyeon: Menma? Naruto Road to Ninja's Menma?

syer1001: he's crazy. he uses his strongest attack to destroy his own village. he was accepted by the darkness itself. he has sharingan...

notjiyeon: hes not illegitimate child...

syer1001: some fandom goes crazy and said that Menma is an illegitimate child of Minato and Mikoto. He has black hair and sharingan...

notjiyeon: but he got po-

syer1001: we naruto fans has pledged on not to reveal unnecessary info on anything.

notjiyeon: FUUUUUUU

No Internet Is Torturing

hi everyone! syer is here again...

a week before, my house got robbed and i lost my computer in the process. and few days before the internet cafe i've been going to closed for holidays for four days straight...

such a bad life...

what did i do during those torturous gap? doing my fanfic planning by book of course...

luckily, all my fanfic is saved in my pendrive, which is safe from the robbery...

I tried to plan for my Gundam fic, and it is SOOO tiring!

eitherway, i heard my other friends' homes got robbed as well...

as a good friend, i feels bad about that.

jk, i smiled happily! you think i'm good enough to say, "It's okay, as along as my friend did not get the same treatment, i'm fine."

Nope, never ever doing that...

Hey, i'm evil...