No Internet Is Torturing

hi everyone! syer is here again...

a week before, my house got robbed and i lost my computer in the process. and few days before the internet cafe i've been going to closed for holidays for four days straight...

such a bad life...

what did i do during those torturous gap? doing my fanfic planning by book of course...

luckily, all my fanfic is saved in my pendrive, which is safe from the robbery...

I tried to plan for my Gundam fic, and it is SOOO tiring!

eitherway, i heard my other friends' homes got robbed as well...

as a good friend, i feels bad about that.

jk, i smiled happily! you think i'm good enough to say, "It's okay, as along as my friend did not get the same treatment, i'm fine."

Nope, never ever doing that...

Hey, i'm evil...

Problem with PTPTN

Okay, let me get this straight.

After the PTPTN approved your requests on getting the loan, they will give you those loans for each semester (differ for certain people). And if you failed to get 2.00 or more for your GPA, they will stop the loan for a while till you get a good pointer.

If you get bad result and still get the money, they will ask for that money back...

Wait...

WTF, PTPTN? Is there something wrong with your management?

Failed Future

Yup. I failed to realize that I won't get any money from PTPTN this semester. Why can't I differentiate GPA & CGPA?

So, what now?

Since I'm pretty sure I can't change my course since UiTM is a huge racist asshole, the only options left are either stay learn without any money or find somewhere else to study.

It seems I have no future no intention to continue my life. I have been in the state of depression for years...

Kehidupan yang teramat boring

Dah takde maksud tersirat. Hidup Syer skang ni memang boring. Dok gi kelas, pastu balik tidur. Blaja pon x. Boring rasenye hidup ni. Teramat lah boring. Takde pape yang nak dibuat.

THE END.

Daripada bukak blog dok cite bende2 yg memang boring, okey x kalau Syer post cerita pendek untuk di baca? Bagi sesiape yg memang tau yang Syer suka buat cite Inggeris, jgn risau. Syer akan post cerita dalam bahasa Melayu, memangdangkan dalam blog nie Syer byk pkai bahasa Melayu. Melainkan bile Syer rase nak ckap dlm bahasa Inggeris...

Keboringan yang teramat.

Betape boringnye hidup skang ini. Takde bende lain nak dibuat melainkan tengok citer korea yang di download setiap hari...lagi beberape episode je nak abes nie...

Ade rancang nak buat video sendiri, tapi memandangkan software rekod video suare die tak leh pkai langsung, dan walaupun software rekod suare dan mic dah ade, tapi ketiadaan software edit video menyebabkan hasrat terbantut...

Musical Genre That I Am Listening To

MUSICS! Everybody love musics! Especially me, the loner who loves to listen to music while thinking that I have a good voice when I don't even sing a long...ehem...back to the topic...

It's all about what kind of music that I love to listen! This might be racist a bit but this is me! SYER!

J-POP (JAPANESE POP)

The group with the most members. 48+ god damn it!

The first type of songs that I am into.  Why? Because I love how their songs can be really overwhelmed. And guess what? Less love song! It is mostly about being yourself and some other sh!t nobody actually care about since it's Japan. I don't really know why less people love J-pop in Malaysia. Maybe because it's Japan? I mean, since they conquered this land before, there are grudges, like those stupid American with their long gone Pearl Harbor?

For me, J-pop is a good kind of songs' type and it is fun to listen, and to read their lyrics, which can be really inspiring.

Favorite singers: Aya Kamiki, Gackt, AKB48, SCANDAL, L'arc en Ciel, May'n, Utada Hikaru, AAA.

K-POP (KOREAN POP)

This is the reason why I love K-pop in the first place. No, not the girls...

As a man that loves international things, it's not wise if I don't love K-pop! If you love love song, you can choose variety romance songs from K-pop! Like Shin PD from Dream High 2 said, 60 percent of songs from Korea are love songs.

Everybody knows K-pop is, but less people knows J-pop is.

Favorite singers: T-ara, miss A, 2PM, 2AM, MBLAQ, IU, Coed School, Brown Eyed Girls, KARA, Big Bang, 2NE1.

Some people: is there any difference of those two?

There is!

As mentioned above, J-pop's style of song is overwhelming and have this feeling of conquering the whole atmosphere. Whenever you are feeling down, hearing J-pop can make some people rise up back and do something fun. That's the kind of feeling J-pop gives.

K-pop is mostly love songs. Even if you are single, hearing one song can makes you feels as if someone loves you.

Talking about the live concert, J-pop's type of performance is that they will walking around the stage and make every single area on that stage theirs. Even if their are dancing they will goes around the stage.

K-pop's kind of performance is more of their choreography. Their dancing skills are really strong that it takes an intense training just to master few minutes movement.

BACK TO THE CHOICES!

ENGLISH YOUTUBE SONGS

This guys are A-MAAY-ZAAHH!

Owh, wait. What about the real English songs?

Sad to say, I favor less from them.

Any original or parody English songs made by Youtube celebrities are really fun to hear, and sometimes it can be really funny. This also proves their creativity in making their own lyrics and if original, making their own songs. Also, we don't need to buy any just to hear one!

Favorite singers: Shane Dawson, Your Favorite Martians, Dave Days, YTF (Nigahiga and others), Smosh.

MALAY INDIE SONGS

Whatever happened, you gotta love these guys

Last, choice. Yes, I do love them, but I less hearing them because they are not popular through the internet. I am an international lover, and I will only listen to any that can be found through the internet.

Favorite Singers:  Bunkface, Aizat.

Say, what type of songs did you hear?

Keputusan Exam Average Bukanlah Pemakan Hidup

Memandangkan semua tengah ada yang gembira, sedih, masuk wad sakit jiwa, masuk kubur sebab dapat keputusan peperiksaan bagi semester-semester yang lepas, lantas benda nie Syer nak jadikan tajuk.

Syer pun dapat keputusan peperiksaan jugak untuk semester 1 bagi degree. Dapat lebih kurang 2.88. Tidaklah sehebat mana pun.

Tetapi bagi ramai orang termasuk ibu bapa, keputusan bawah 3.00 bermaksud neraka. Walaupun baru semester 1. Of course, nak jadik pelajar cemerlang habis belajar nanti dah kira tak boleh dapat lah. Tapi ini bukan satu masalah besar.

Memanglah sebelum ini Syer malas belajar masuk bilik. Main je tau. Syer tak tumpukan sangat perhatian waktu dalam kelas dulu. Tapi perlulah faham falsafah hidup Syer.

Bagi Syer, pointer bukan segala-galanya. Semua orang tahu benda ini. So, Syer taknaklah sakitkan kepala Syer sendiri setiap kali result yang Syer dapat kurang memberansangkan. Hidup masih perlu diteruskan.

Bagi Syer, ilmu lebih elok kalau Syer aplikasi sendiri bende tu. Tapi Syer budak Teknologi Informasi. Periksa mesti bab teori. Sebab tu Syer tak dapat bagus sangat. Kalau setakat baca buku, kerja nanti boleh buat ke? Terjamin ke hidup kalau pointer tinggi-tinggi?

Syer taknak serabutkan kepala Syer dengan benda-benda dunia ni. Syer sendiri macam orang lain juga, nak berjaya, hidup senang, macam-macam lagi. Tapi macam yang Syer cakap, teori-teori bukan hidup Syer.

Cubalah mak bapak fikir dahulu, masa hadapan kita ke yang tentukan? Tidak. Masa hadapan kita dah jelas. Kita sahaja yang tidak tahu.

"Allah tidak akan merubah nasib seseorang itu melainkan mereka merubah nasib mereka sendiri."

Secara jujur, berapa ramai orang yang faham maksud ayat ni? Kalau korang jawab, "Maksudnya kita sendiri kena buat sesuatu tentang hidup kita kalau hendak Allah beri kita hidup yang kita inginkan," jawapan dia salah.

Masa hadapan memang sudah tercatit. Dan masa hadapan itu membawa kita ke penentuan kedudukan ke Heaven or Hell. Nabi Muhammad dah tau siapa yang ke Hell siapa ke Heaven waktu Israk Mi'raj. Allah sendiri Maha Mengetahui segala-galanya, bermaksud dia tahu masa hadapan kita macam mana. Maksudnya, masa hadapan kita memang dah tersedia. Kita sahaja yang tidak tahu masa hadapan sendiri. Berjaya ke? Gagal ke?

Okay, dah jauh dah...

Pendek cerita, banyak benda yang boleh sebabkan kita berjaya. Usaha. Tawakal. Tenang. Positif. Kejayaan akan tetap bersama dengan semua manusia.

Dapat 2.88 pun, Syer peduli apa? Baru semester 1. Ada lagi 5 semester. Tak kira lagi tahun amali nanti. Tidak perlu memperbesarkan lagi hal sebegini. Pelajar perlu tenang sekarang sebab waktu kerja nantilah baru kerja mula stress.

So, mak bapak semua, shut up. Jangan bising pasal anak-anak yang dapat result tak bagus sangat. Pasal disebalik kegagalan atau ke-average-an result periksa itu, bermakna peratus untuk dapat kejayaan besar sebelum tua semakin tinggi. Setiap orang ada waktu best dia, ada waktu tak best dia kan? Dan bila dah dapat kejayaan tu, orang kisah lagi ke berapa kali kita gagal?

Serius, berapa ramai orang tanya Dato' M berapa kali dia gagal dalam hidup dia? Tiada kan?

Enjoy your life while you can while doing what are you supposed to do.