Kem Kesatria Negara bagi Pelajar Sarjana Ijazah Muda Lepasan Matrik/STPM 2011- Suatu pembaziran?

Ya, inilah yang ingin disebut oleh Syer pada waktu ini. Pada 20 November 2011 semasa kelas Kesatria Negara bagi pelajar degree di UiTM Machang dijalankan, komander kat sana kata yang kitorang akan ber-camping di sini. And by "di sini" bermaksud khemah kitorang ialah BILIK KITORANG! 2 malam dibazirkan kat bilik kitorang!

Dan sepanjang sesi kem tu, x pernah walau sekali pon kitorang berkawad! Kitorang join kem Kesatria Negara, pelajar2 seniornya berjawatan Komander, Chief Officer, dan pelbagai lagi! Dah kira macam askar la tu. So, pasai apa waktu kitorang bergerak kesana ke mari tanpa jeritan "kiri-kiri-kiri-kanan-kiri!" macam yang askar selalu buat. PLKN buat macam tu, apasal Kesatria Negara tak boleh? PLKN bukannya askar! PLKN cuma latihan ala-askar!

Dan kitorang bazirkan masa dengan buat persembahan dalam time limit persediaan yang cukup singkat, sesi pembelajaram yamg boleh dibuat waktu kelas biasa (Kompas? Beiring? Peta? Aku dah belajar semua tu kat PLKN!), dan explorace di satu blok itu je, dengan hanya berpandukan 6 puzzle kertas, 5 soalan2 dan SATU cabaran! Boring gila!! Buang masa aku join!

Dan tu semua adalah penting sebab markahnya akan diambil kira dalam CGPA...ARRRGGGHHH!!!!

Conclusion, membazir waktu pelajar je. Taulah bende tu penting, at least preparelah biar kasi gempak dan bermakna! PLKN lagi best la, dan semua yang plan program semuanya askar! Pelajar-pelajar senior kreatif la skit!!!

Perasmian Karnival Mesra Belia di UiTM Machang

Baru je berlaku tadi, waktu kitorang ade kem kesatria negara. Kitorang pon joinlah, tgk ape ade. Of course, sepanjang tige org berkuasa kat depan tu berucap (rasenye salah satu drp mrk adalah rektor...)

lepas tu, ade persembahan silat. first2, ade sorang org besar ni die bersilat dgn parang besar. dia bersilat mcm nak tikam org, kecot perot budak degree yg dok btol2 kat depan tu..

pastu ade 2 match....

dan first time aku tengok pesilat buat sketsa, best pulak tu. siap ade pistol lagi... yg pegan parang mula2 tu berlakon jadi guru silat.

pastu ade guru silat yg betol cuba nak tetak sorang pesilat dgn parang...

hei, aku patut cakap paasl perasmian tu kan????

Somehing Worng With My Notebook

Goddamnit punye laptop...asal la bateri yang aku dah charge penuh, 100 percent, boleh tahan untuk 30 minit je? sakit ko!!! sial la ko!!!!

Orientasi Perpustakaan

Baru hari ni nak buat!!?? Lagi 2 bulan nak abis sem!!?? Waktu kitorang daftar dulu x buat langsung!!

And syer belajar sesuatu daripada orientasi ni; lain kali dtg awal2, kalau x kemungkinan kecik terpaksa duduk luar dan termenung sebab ramai sgt org.,..

My Life So Far

Right now I am a student of Universiti Teknologi MARA/MARA University of Technology also known as UiTM in first semester. I now studied in Information Management. And that do stray away from my path of becoming a film director. Oh well, gotta gather some money to buy a recorder, then you can start your project...


I always wanted to create my own videos and post it on Youtube, and that's because I have a lot of ideas and I pretty much wanted to be like those Youtube celebrities. You know, Ryan Higa, Shane Dawson, Davedays, and many more.

I have a medium taste of comedy. I do love Japanese puns (seeing how clever they twist some pronunciation to make it confusing). I also loves dirty jokes. But, the problem is that I myself doesn't know how to make a joke. Sometimes I just spill it out spontaneously and people do think it is funny. But sometimes it doesn't.


And right now I hate my family (like some normal teenagers would do). But most of it because they, before, never actually spend their time with me. And with no warning they suddenly shoving their nose toward me. And when I did something wrong (or when no one to be blame for certain things), they always shout at me and said, "I never thought you that stuff!"


Okay, first if all, you didn't teach me anything. I learned most of the thing from outside. And everyone knows how dangerous the outside world is. And second, you didn't even care about me in the first place!


Okay, fine, just like some boys, I watched porn. And disgusted with it. It's fake and it is not interesting at all. Why do men loves porn anyway? With those made up moans and some other weird s**t, it is not appealing at all. I rather watch my favorite actresses in bikini, much more turn on.


And I never have a girlfriend. Never wanted to. And I am not attracted enough to have one. And also because I'm a nice guy. I mean, why did girls love going out with bad boys (I am complaining). What makes them so appealing? Is it their handsome faces? Is it because they know how to dress well? Is it because they know how to speak in public? Is it because they honestly talked to you guys? And few months later (the usual time gap) you will enter your room, crying for how jerk he is. Which make no sense because they are acting jerkass in the FIRST PLACE! Love is blind but YOU GUYS NOT!


And why I don't want a girlfriend? Because I don't want to hurt their feelings. If I love you, that's mean I have to do anything to make them feel happy, even if I have to break up with them so they could find a better men. And that will most likely happen since I will be (am) seeing myself as a worthless human.


Back to my life, I used to spend my time writing either my own romantic novel or my fanfictions. My fanfictions are always action adventure fictions.


My novels I am completing right now is called Forum Ai Through Uchuu. I combined the title with Japanese because the heroine is a Japanese. Ai means love and uchuu means space. Yes, it's a bit sci-fi genre, because I am totally fail in geography. So, by making my own fictional world, I can put any name for any places without people condemning me for not doing a research. Owh, come on! I have life, okay?


What should I put now? Owh, what am I doing right now? In a holiday at my parents' home. Why did I say parents' home? Because one day I am going to leave this place forever.
MUAHAHAHAHA!

The Reason of This Blog's Existance

Okay, someone please tell me why am I keeping this blog on? I don't know. I barely keep this thing alive, you know. But, for some reason I always do wanted to put something in it, but I don't know what. Want to talk about my own personal life, it's not like there is anyone who care about it. And I can't say a lot of thing about my personal life since my family might found it and read it. Curse them!

Something for Parents

First of all let me say this, 80% of bad behaviour done by some people because of how their parents treat them. This is fuckingly true.

You parents doesn't do your job fair enough that we children were raised in such environment. That in turn effecting our personality. And when something bad happen, you put the blame on us. Why? Why bother put the blame on your own children when you can think about your own fault. It's starts front the beginning.

First phase: Pre-marriage

It starts from the moment you two married. Tell me, why did you married in the first place? Love? Family's order? You have enough money? You think life after marriage will be good for both of you?

BULL SHIT!!

Love does nothing but pain alone. It is your own choice to follow your family's order. Money is nothing but a tool for people to interact with each other. Life after marriage is not supposed to be good for you. It's supposed to be good for your offsprings.

Let me tell you this, when you married, you have to sacrifice nearly everything to make sure your descendant gets a better life afterward. This isn't about you. This is about them!

Who will be born and have to carve their own story? Them! Us (the children of the future)! Marriage is where you are preparing to baton touch with your child so that it's them who build the future.

You will be demoted to side character if this life is like a movie. You children are going to be the main star from now on.

Does that mean you are no longer important? HELL NO!

Did you know that without the interaction with side characters, the main heroes and main villains are nothing but a robot?

But, because of this impression made by those stupid lovebird that the children suffer from it.

How is that possible? What marriage impression effecting them?

A lot.

Second phase: Life after marriage

You see, when you marrying because of you and not because of the world's future, you unknownly developed a sense where your actions will be based on you and you alone. Because of that you will act selfishly.

As a parent, you are supposed to act selfless. This is about your child we are talking about. They learned everything from you. How did you interact toward others, how did you react toward some changes in life. And those observation they made will create a personality based on those.

If you have been shouting at them before, they will shout at you back one day. If you have been nice to them, they will be nice to you. If you have been spoiling them, they will be spoiled at the rest of their life.

Why the last one is different?

When you mad at them, you've installed a software called 'Anger.exe' into their brain. They will be angered in the rest of their life. If you spoil them, the software is 'IGetWhateverIWant.exe' into them and they will act as if this world is theirs.

Third phase: Dealing with more than one child.

This phase is important for parents whose having more than one child or going to have another one.

You have to, I said it again, HAVE TO, balanced all love you have toward them AND release ALL your loves toward yourself.

Remember to interact with all of them in equal numbers everyday, regardless what age they are. If you spend twice with your first child, be sure to spend time twice with others.

This is important so that they won't have a thinking of 'Myparentsdoesnotcareaboutme.png'

Children, regardless their ages, always have this kind of picture ready to be edit anytime.

You parent doesn't realise, that if you spend more time onto specific child, the others will feel as if you ignore their existance. This also effecting their habits.

Don't you know that problematic teenagers are mostly the results of you being biased to them? They feel neglected and they started to mingle around with someone they aren't supposed, thinking that their parents doesn't even care about you.

And yet you blame on them for their bad behaviour?

Without salt, curry won't be as tasteful as it supposed to. Without you, they aren't as humane as they supposed to.

Fourth phase: Creating a story

You wanted them to succeed. You wanted them to have a better life with a stable job. You want them to study hard so that they could achieve that. You unconsciously make them do whatever YOU want.

What if they failed?

You: You got an F in math!? You embarrass your own family! You embarrass me! Did you know how embarrassing I am telling my friends how bad you are??

I got a question here, who's the one who failed? And why did you tell them about something that make you shame?

We are the one who failed. Did you ever consider our feelings? Did you even asked why did we failed? Why must we bother about your feelings when we are the one who is in trouble here?

You: I want you study in business so that you can have a better life afterward. I want to see you happy in the future. I won't accept other non business-related subject.

Okay, who's life are we talking about? You or me? Why did you have to care about what occupation we would like to have? Why did you have to become the author of our book when the book is produced with OUR NAME on it?

You parents just think about yourself! Have you ever wonder what we thought about ourselves? NO! COZ' YOU'RE SELFISH!

It's us who carved the stone! It's us who stained the clothes! It's us who write a full paragraph on the papers! Why on earth did you have to become a dictator on our own life!?

Seriously, parents? Think about it.